. . . . . AHHHHH

OH me goodnessssssssss! AHHHH
Today at lunch, my best friend/girlfriend asked "Spit or swallow?" to me, then I said "Wait, what?" Then she said ew and asked that to our friends Ruby and Sienna. They both said spit, then Maddy said yea, me too. Ewww Raina said swallow!!! Then she was all like "Ima go tell Nikolai thatt! Mwuahahahaaa!" Then she ran off to go find him, to go tell him that! UGH! Then I started to run after her. but then after a few strides I ran back to the table we were eating at and dropped my bag off there, with Sienna and Ruby and I ran off after Maddy, to stop her from tell Nikolai about this madnessssssssssss. I run after Maddy and I grab her, "Haha!" I yell. Then she got out of the grip I had her in and I ran off searching for him. Searching, she couldn't find him. Even though, I already knew where he was, and tried to make her go back inside so she won't find him. . . In the field playing like kick ball or something stupid. Trying my best trying to pull her back in saying he's not out here and not in the field or anything. . . . Then she looks out in the field and runs toward him! "Nooo!!" I scream, then run after her. Since i'm a faster runner, she doesn't get very far. I catch her before she got to him, by a million feet. I try again to pull her back inside but she runs away. Fuck, I think to myself. I shake my head and run, again. She's getting closer. Whatever, I stop her a few yards away, and he walks away. Thank god. Then she fucking tells Anthony that me and him had sex! WTF!!!! Then I just slap Maddy. Then Anthony. Yea. . . Then Maddy and I start to walk slowly back to the cafeteria, when I finally remember that my Book Of Secrets is in my bag, and Ruby and Sienna might have opened it and read something! I run as fast as I could, like the speed of light. But not really, because I felt sort of lazy. But still! I run as fast as I could right then, and hoped that they haven't read anythinggg! I run inside and get to the table. . . and I. . . Just sort of just. . . Stand there. . . For what I see, is not what I seem to see. For I see that they have opened it and are reading it. I just. . . Stand there. . . Wide eyed, hands over mouth, totally frozen. I didn't know what to do. They finally look up and see me there and close the book and hide it under the table, and they, look wide eyed too. Ruby then says, "We weren't just reading that. . . " Then Sienna says, "Raina, Raina, are you okay? Raina! stop hyperventilating! It's okay!" "Yea," Ruby goes on "It's totally cool, we pretty much already knew this stuff anyway, and we were just skimming through it too."Yea, and we were kinda just reading the top and most of it said Nikolai, so we just kelp turning the page. . . Heh." "Then we got the the secrets part and we were thinking and saying 'uh oh, I don't think we should read this!' But so what that *** *** *** **** * **** ** *** ******* *** *****, ***** ******* ****, * **** *** **** * **** **** **** *****" "But yea. . . Raina? Raina, stop hyperventilating! it's okay! seriously!" they both said to me. I just blink in response, and in surprise. I have never let anyone read that what so fucking ever. I was totally shocked.